People suffer for not having the person they love, I suffer by having an empty a void that hurts more than any cut. It is an agony, despair is. Can everything be normal, that pain comes and it seems that will not have anyone to help you , even knowing that you have. Worst part is you do not know how to stop this, because sometimes words or predict. I feel more alone than ever. It has 6 million people around me. That is you want to live, but just exist.